GOD SAVED ME and GOD BLESS ME

          I am free. Free from all things that trouble me. I feel so good spiritually right now. My life is renewed. GOD is so good and wonderful. HE heard my prayers and HE see my pain. The emotional pain as well as the physical pain. I pray and I pray for this day that I get to smile. I prayed for this day that I can be happy. I feel so spectacular that I can't put in words all that I'm trying to express. I do remember as a young child and one special woman that I knew of would tell me "YOUR SPECIAL" and she would tell me that I would be hated by many that would despise me for the fact that GOD SHINES in me. The lady would tell me as a young girl growing up to never forget that I am a child of GOD. She would hug me and tell me "YOUR SO BEAUTIFUL ". She told me,"YOU SHINE SO BRIGHT THAT ITS HARD FOR ME TO VIEW YOU BUT CAN I HOLD YOUR HAND. I would reply shyly, "YES MAAM". I remember her telling me GOD has GREAT THINGS for you and YOUR SPECIAL. I didn't understand at the time and I was too young to know what she meant. I have been tried and tested. I have been heartbroken and sad. I have experience a time when I wanted to let go. Every time I thought negatively, GOD would always take the hurt or pain away. GOD is GOOD. GOD relieved my pain and my sorrows.

          All the things I have treasured in the past was disturb by other people. Everything I loved was taken from me. I often ask myself, "why do people do what they do"? I don't ask any more instead I pray. The few people I loved or liked were taken from me by lies and deception. Although the past hurts but the past made me better. My FAITH in GOD is stronger than ever. Happiness is Here.

          My SOULMATE, the one that GOD has ORDAINED to be by my side is on his way to connect our love and produce. The production is so beautiful. The face, hair, and eyes shines so heavenly. HE WILL BE GOD GIVEN and HE WILL BE ORDAINED as my DAUGHTER. My Life is renewed this day. My husband, I do not know, will be a great man ORDAINED to Father my child in the near future. My Life will be complete and anointed by GOD.

If your not a CHRISTIAN then you will not understand. All of the ones who is of CHRISTIAN BELIEF then you will understand this blog. I LOVE YOU ALL.