WEBSITE/PREPARATION

          EXCITING NEWS! I AM PREPARING A WEBSITE. THERE WILL BE ALL SORTS OF THINGS PRESENTED ON MY WEBSITE. I WANT TO CREATE A WEBSITE TO ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO LOVE HERSELF OR HIMSELF PHYSICALLY. THIS WEBSITE IS DEDICATED TO ENCOURAGE SELF CONFIDENCE. I HAD EXPERIENCE EMOTIONAL DEPRESSION AT A YOUNG AGE. I REMEMBER WHEN I HATED MYSELF BECAUSE OF HOW OTHERS PERCEIVED ME. I HAVE TALK ABOUT MY DEPRESSIVE TIMES  IN MANY VIDEOS ON MY YOU TUBE CHANNELS SUCH  THE PROBLEMS I ENDURED IN SCHOOL AND EVEN TO THIS PRESENT DAY. I HAD MANY PEOPLE ASK ME WHO ARE YOU? WHY YOU LOOK THE WAY YOU DO? ARE YOU THIS OR THAT? I EXPERIENCE THE STRUGGLE TO PICK AND CHOOSE WHERE I NEEDED TO BE OR WHERE I BELONGED. I NEVER CHOOSE A CATEGORY INSTEAD I DECIDED TO REMAIN ALONE. I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED.

          I REMEMBER BEING BULLIED BY OTHERS FOR BEING TOO LITTLE. I REMEMBER BEING TOLD THAT I WAS FAT AFTER GIVING BIRTH TO MY DAUGHTER. THE MOMENT I HAD MY DAUGHTER MY LIFE CHANGED. I WAS HAPPY TO BE A MOTHER AND I LOVED MYSELF MORE THAN EVER. I LOVED MY CURVES. I LOVED WHAT I SEEN IN THE MIRROR. I ACCEPTED MYSELF JUST AS I WAS AND TO THIS DAY I ACCEPT MYSELF AS I AM. I DIDNT NEED TO PLEASE PEOPLE. I QUICKLY REALIZE YOU CANT PLEASE EVERYONE. I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT WHAT ANYONE THOUGHT ABOUT ME BUT I CARED ABOUT WHAT I FELT ABOUT MYSELF. I COULD CARE LESS WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT MY BODY. TRUE LOVE AND I MEAN REAL LOVE FROM OTHERS WILL ACCEPT ME JUST AS I AM. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ENCOURAGING OTHERS TO BE HEALTHY BUT IF A PERSON WANTS TO BE HEALTHY THEN THE PERSON HAS TO DO IT MENTALLY FOR HERSELF OR HIMSELF. THERE IS NO NEED TO PRESSURE SOMEONE UNLESS THE PERSON WANTS THE PRESSURE. THE PERSON HAS TO BE ENCOURAGED BY HERSELF OR HIMSELF TO GET FIT TO HER OR HIS SATIFACTION. AN IDEAL WEIGHT IS TOTALLY UP TO AN INDIVIDUAL. I AM HAPPY WITH MY CURVES. I FEEL GREAT HAVING CURVES. I LIKE MY CURVES BETTER THAN EVER. ARE THERE AREAS ON MY BODY THAT I COULD WORK ON? YES OF COURSE AND IM HUMAN. I THINK WE ALL HAVE THINGS PHYSICALLY WE COULD IMPROVE BUT AM I GONNA STRESS MYSELF OVER IT? NOPE.

          THE WEBSITE WILL BE ME EXPRESSING MY SELF CONFIDENCE. I AM NOT ASHAME OF MY BODY AND IM NOT ASHAME OF SAYING THAT IM A PLUS SIZE WOMAN. I AM A CONFIDENT PLUS SIZE WOMAN. I FEEL SEXY, ATTRACTIVE, AND BEAUTIFUL. MY GOAL IS TO HELP OTHER WOMEN OR MEN TO FEEL HAPPY ABOUT HERSELF OR HIMSELF AND IF HER OR HIM HAS GOALS TO GET HEALTHY WELL WHILE TRANSITIONING LOVE YOURSELF. I KNOW TRANSITIONING CAN BE A PROCESS BUT LOVE YOURSELF AND DONT STRESS YOURSELF OUT. LOVE YOURSELF! MY WEBSITE IS A SEQUEL TO MY OLD DANCE VIDEOS ON YOU TUBE. LOL! YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE HOW MANY PEOPLE MISS THOSE VIDEOS. I MISS THEM TOO BUT THIS WEBSITE WILL BE SOMEWHAT THE SAME. AS YOU KNOW I DO ALOT OF MAKEUP VIDEOS BUT I DONT DO ANY VIDEOS SUCH AS CLOTHING HAULS, ETC. IT IS TIME! I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED AS SOON AS I GET MY WEBSITE THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE PRESENTED ONLINE. I AM CREATING MY WEBSITE ON MY OWN SO ITS GONNA BE A LEARNING EXPERIENCE BUT I CAN DO IT.

SELF CONFIDENCE- TO BE SECURE IN YOURSELF AND YOUR ABILITIES

  LOVE AND KISSES!